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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      F/M
  Fandom:
      Homestuck
  Relationship:
      Sollux_Captor/Karkat_Vantas, Eridan_Ampora/Feferi_Peixes, Dave_Strider/
      JohnEgbert
  Character:
      Sollux_Captor, Karkat_Vantas, Feferi_Peixes, Dave_Strider, John_Egbert
  Additional Tags:
      fem!kat, Genderbending, Alternate_Universe, Humanstuck, Rule_63
  Stats:
      Published: 2012-02-04 Completed: 2012-04-06 Chapters: 2/2 Words: 4313
****** Where Friendship Ends ******
by callmesinpai_(Aieem_Artemis)
Summary
     There was a time when I could look somebody straight in the eye and
     tell them that he was my best friend. Yeah our fathers may have had
     something to do with that, but I honestly felt that way. That was
     until I fell in love with him, now we barely even talk and that's my
     own fault. How could a perfect being like Sollux Captor fall for
     ugly, cranky, bitchy Karkat Vantas?
Notes
     I have this thing for fem!Kat. I don't know what it is in my mind
     that's just like OMG! Yes! This is based off of a dream I had about
     Sollux and Karkat. Well... more like it was inspired by.
     The Humanstuck just kind of happened...
     It was also suppose to just be senseless smut but somewhere along the
     way it grew a back bone and decided it was going to have a story
     line.
See the end of the work for more notes
***** Reality Leaves You Apathetic and Callous *****
"God fucking damn it!" Karkat huffed, "why'd we get stuck as parteners in
this?"
Sollux just sighed, "Because the world's against me."
"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" Angry red eyes turned on him through
messy black hair.
"You can be a giant bitch, kk."
She stomped ahead of him in a huff throwing her hair over shoulder. "Like
you're a pocket of fucking sunshine, ass licker." Sollux just sighed following
after her his eyes trianed on the way that her skirt moved as she stomp-marched
ahead of him.
With their dads working in the same "business" the two had basically grew up
together. Sollux as a kid thought that Karkat was a boy, things had been so
simple back then. That was until puburty hit, and it hit her hard, giving her
looks that girls would die for and sour disposition.
That had been long ago, though, now the two of them are jouniors in high
school, with a giant science project due. Sollux had actually asked the teacher
why she paired them together, but her answer was a surprise to him.
"Even though you two fight worse than an old married couple, its easy to see
that you two care about each other a lot, and despite or maybe it's in spite of
that you two work well together."
Sollux didn't know if he bought that, and he certainly didn't believe that. He
did care about Karkat, but he wasn't sure that Karkat gave to shits about him.
His phone buzzed in his pocket and he pulled it out to look at it - it was a
message from Feferi. Guilt plunged through his stomach, Feferi was his girl
friend and he'd just been staring at another girls ass - Karkat's ass to be
exact. The same Karkat who you'd grown up with, the girl who you'd once thought
was male, the girl who was in love with one John Egbert.
'I know t)(is is out of t)(e blue and all, but sollux we rarely talk anymore
and we're going seprate ways in our lives, I just t)(ink we s)(ould see ot)(er
people.'
Sollux stops walking and stars at the message, not noticing Karkat stopping
too. He read the message over and over, his stomach turning in anguish. He was
about to reply when his phone buzzed again.
'I never doubted t)(at you loved me, but t)(ere's someone you love more. Its
been obvious for a w)(ile. You know it I know it so please don't make t)(is any
)(arder t)(an it already is.'
His heart doubled in pace as h glanced up at Karkat who was giving him a
questioning look.
'ok ff. 2tiill friiend2?'
'You better glubbing believe it.'
Sollux wasn't sure how he felt as he slipped the phone back in his pocket. "It
was ff." He clarified but not bothering to explain further.
"Sol?" Karkat could read him like a book, she could see something was wrong as
plain as day.
"What is it kk?"
Karkat tried to say something meaningful but instead she opened and closed her
mouth, red dusting her cheeks. She shook her head before turning back around.
"Hurry the fuck up. We have a lot to do still and I'm fucking famished."
Sollux had the feeling that he'd missed something important. He let the feel
pass though as he followed karkat up her driveway. "Right, because you look
like you've missed a couple of meals."
"EXCUSE ME?"
And soon Sollux found himself sitting in Karkat's room alone while she made
something to eat, nursing a stinging cheek.
Karkat came in balancing a plate of finger sandwiches in once hand, bag of
chips between her teeth, and two bottles of pop in her other. She kicked the
door shut behind her as she made her to the bed. Sollux shifted so that he was
leaning against the headboard and Karkat sat the things in the middle of the
bed.
They sat in silence as the ate, Sollux was starting to enjoy the quiet, but of
course that didn't last long.
"So what are we going to do?"
"What do you mean?" Sollux managed around a mouth full of food.
"About our science project. We have to come up with something original,
something that'll beat Strider and Egbert."
"Why are you so set on beating them anyway?" Sollux took a drink of the dark
colored pop.
"Because I'm sure they're going to do somthing about music."
"Aren't you in love with jn?"
Her hands began undoing the knot in her tie as she stared down at her crossed
legs. When the tie had came lose and was laying in a pile on the bed she met
his eyes, her red ones clear and straight forward. "Not anymore."
Sollux was taken back by her honesty. "I don't even know where to start."
Karkat groaned loudly and slipped from the bed, "You're about about as helpful
as last weeks forecast." she grabbed the empty plate and half eaten chips and
set them on her desk.
Sollux watched cross the room and after almost spilling his pop on her bed he
sat both bottles on her bed side table. "Maybe we should look through the book
for ideas?"
"That's what I was thinking." Sollux got an eye full of candy apple red colored
panties as Karkat bent over and began digging through her bag.
"Red."
Karkat froze and stood up abruptly pulling the short uniform skirt down. She
rounded on him with narrowed eyes.
'WHAT?'
"Your panties, they're red. They match your eyes."
Karkat's cheeks lit up red reducing the effecivenes of her glare. "What the
fuck do my eyes matching have to do with..."
"I like your eyes. They're different."
"What does that have to do with you staring at my ass? My eyes being fucking
different. What the fuck ever twatwaffle! Expecially in our group of friends?
Our eyes colors together make a fucking rainbow. Egbert has the most normal
eyes and even his eyes are fucking weird.
"But beyond that you have the most different eyes. Or are you too afraid of
your own reflection to look in a damn mirror once in a while. Though I suppose
that would make since--'
She wasn't ever going to shut up on her own and Sollux was tired of listening
to her ramble so he took the liberty of doing it for her. Pressing his lips
against her.
Karkat violently shoved him back. "What the fuck do you think you're doing?"
"Kissing you."
"Oh thanks, because that wasn't really fucking obvious or anything! Have you
lost your total and complete fucking mind?! You have a girlfriend, or did you
forget? Because that would be so fucking like you."
"I don't."
"You don't what?"
"Have a girlfriend."
Sollux instantly felt bad as Karkat's eyes filled with hurt. "Well this is
fucking news to me because the last I knew you were. Where you even going to
fucking tell me? You're my best friend and I thought I was your's but obviously
not."
"You are, and I was." Sollux scrambled to keep up. Wondering how this all
started with him commenting on her underwear color. "It just happened on the
way here. It was just becoming more and more obvious we weren't as in love as
we used to be."
"Oh." Karkat deflated and turned around.
"Besides we've been falling for diffrent people."
"I always knew that she was in love with Eridan." she still hadn't turned
around to look at him again.
Sollux made a face, "Yeah..."
"Maybe we should work on this later."
"kk?"
"I want you to leave Sollux." he could see the subtle shaking of her small
frame. It wasn't something that would be noticable by some else. But Sollux
wasn't just someone else. He'd grown up with Karkat and he was far from stupid.
He stood up and crossed the room slowly. "Karkat?" he placed a hand on her
shoulder and he felt the tremble through her body.
"Karkat? Whats wrong?"
"I always miss out don't I?"
Bitterness rose in his mouth, "kk, are you in love with Eridan too?"
She turns to look at him, tears rolling down her face. "What? No."
"Then why are you crying?"
"I'm not." She looks away. "You're so stupid.' it comes out as a whisper.
"You're so blind and stupid." she laughs like she's had an epiphany. "You're
never going to get it."
"kk, maybe I would if you'd just--"
She rounds on him anger in her eyes, her voice raising. "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY
ROOM AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!"
Sollux don't need to be told twice. He picks up his glasses and jams them on
his face and picks up his bag on the way out. "Bye kk."
Karkat comes in late to school the next day, but she doesn't talk to anybody.
Not Terezi, or John, not the teachers who threaten her, but least of all she
doesn't talk to Sollux. But its more than that, at least she acknowladges
everybody else existence, she totally ignores his to the point that it actually
makes him question if he really does exist at all.
This goes on for the next nine days, until the following thursday she finally
says something and to a person that nobody even expected.
Thursday morning Karkat found her self standing beside on Dave Strider's
locker. He'd only raised an eyebrow at her precence withthe lack of egbert
around. So instead of trying to come up with a reason that she'd would be with
in ten feet of him with out John he just continued like he did every morning,
rearranging his locker to make it more acessable between classes.
Dave can feel Egbert watching from down the hall, but he's more watching Vantas
with worried eyes then him. He doesn't know if John is worried about another
fight braking out between the two of you or if he's just simply worried about
Karkat's state.
Dave figures it a mix of both. Karkat looks an awful mess this morning, like
she didn't go home last night.
"How do you do it?"
Dave is slightly thrown off. Not only did he not expect her to say anything,
but the tone of voice she was using was so soft. "Do what?"
"Pretend everything is okay even when the world's coming down around you with
each 'I'm not a homosexual.' that he utters."
Dave narrowed his eyes, "So thats what this is about? Come to rub the fact that
you actually stand a chance..." he finally turns and looks at her and stops.
Karkat's eyes are glued on the ground , but are wide with shock, red and
swollen from crying, her hands clinched tightly in her skit, and Dave can see
all the signs that its been done over and over. Maybe she really didn't go home
last night.
"That's not what this is about."
She shakes her head. "He... I... I'm not in love with Egbert and never was. I
did have a crush, but that's all it was. Nothing more." She pauses as if she
not sure how to continue. "How do you put up with the wounds always being
rubbed with salt?"
Dave stares at this odd girl. He has never sure of what to make of her. She was
always so pround and fouth right. Knowing exactaly what needed to be done and
how to do.
"One day at a time."
"Heh." an odd sort of smile tugs up on her lips and she looks up at him. 'I'm
going to give you some advice." she rubs her eyes stopping the tears. "He
thinks you're joking when you make passes at him. He's most deffiently in love
with you. I never even stood a chance."
Save actually looks shocked. He tries to come up with something biting to say
but his words fail him. He's left with nothing else to do but watch her start
walking away.
"Just show him that you're serious."
When Dave sees Karkat in second hour she impeckably groomed and neatly dressed
at always. The only indicator that this morning even happened is in the
swelling around her eyes. But the make-up is doing a damn good job at covering
that up.
And somewhere, why back in that part of him that he would never admit exists,
Dave feels a prang of pride for this girl who knows how to gracefully collect
her self when she really has too. Now if only that grace spread to other parts
of her life.
Friday Karkat's back to normal, like the last almost two weeks didn't even
happen. She was even talking to Sollux, but she would never initate the
conversation. He always had to start it.
Finally he'd had enough. After school he cornnered her by her locker. "kk."
She jumped. "I thought you'd already left."
"No, I haven't."
"What do you want?" She just continued to to do what ever it was she was doing
in her locker.
"I want to talk to you."
"Oh, boy."
"kk, please don't be like that."
Karkat slammed her locker shut and turned and glared at him. "Be like what
Sollux? What am I being like? Upset? If you had any inkling of a clue you'd
realize that I have the right to be like this."
Sollux noticed that the whole scene has caught peoples attention and they're
all giving you dirty looks. John's down the hall jestering in your direction as
he talks really fast to Dave. Why is everyone making you the bad guy?
"Will you at least tell me why?"
She shrieks and Dave's there at her side before you can blink. He whispers in
her ear and she deflates. Then he's gone. Completely.
His blood is boiling and he feels sick. When did they get that close? The last
he knew they hated each other.
"Sollux." she breaks his train of thought. Her eyes trained on his her face
red. "I'm sorry."
"Wait. What? What have you done with Karkat?"
"I'm sorry," she repeats, "but I don't think we should be friends anymore."
That's not what she meant to say, and he normaly would have been able to tell
but it hurt instantly. "What? Why?"
She said nothing, "There hath to be a reathon kk." Years of braces and speach
therapy out the window.
"Sollux..."
"Tell me the reathon kk. You hath to, we've been friendth thiceth we were
kidth." He's trying to hold back his rage, strifing with Karkat right now will
only make matters worce.
"I'm not like Dave. I can't be friends with someone I'm in love with. It hurts
to much."
Then she's gone and he stands there in shock for far too long before chasing
after her.
***** Chapter 2 *****
Chapter Notes
     Sorry for the sloppily written, not very detailed sex. I wanted to
     put a little more time into it, but I have so many things calling my
     name that I probably wouldn't have ever got around to it.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Sollux don't catch up to her until he reaches her house.
“KARKAT!”
She pauses to turn and look at him before hurrying up the drive way. She tries
to slam the door on him but he gets there first. Karkat maybe a lot stronger
then Sollux is, but he's faster.
Sollux ignores the pain that shoots up his foot. “kk, I jutht want to talk to
you.”
“I don't have anything left to say.”
“Tho you think that it'th okay to tell me you love me and then run off. Karkat
you may be intolabrle, bitchy, and moody thome timeth but you were never a
cowerd.” the pressure on the door lessens.
“You're lisping.”
“Well you're thlurring.”
The door opens and while Karkats not looking at him she's not staring down at
her feet. “You're not going to leave until I talk to you.”
“Eheheh you know me tho well kk.”
“Stop lisping, you uncle fucker.”
“Thorry... Sorry kk.”
“Go up and wait in my room.”
“Why? So you can kill me without any witnesses?”
“Yes, so I can kill you without any witnesses.”
“That's my girl.” came from the dining room and Karkat made a face in that
direction.
“Just don't do it violently, need him to look pretty for the funeral.” than it
was Sollux's turn to make a face.
“Why don't you two come join us?” They bolted up the stairs followed by
obnoxious laughter.
“They're so...” Karkat slid down her door. “Obnoxious.”
Sollux sat on the floor and leaned against her bed. “That's being nice.”
They lapsed into silence not looking at each other. “So... Did you mean what
you said?”
“Yes, they're so very obnoxious.”
“That's not what I meant Karkat, and you know it.”
“Yes, I meant it.” her cheeks burned scarlet.
Sollux crawled across the floor, “Karkat?”
She looked up and he presses his lips against hers. Karkat lets out a startled
sound but kisses back.
Sollux cupped her check as he pulled back. “I didn't just kiss you to shut you
up.”
“Fuck you. It’s not like you haven't done that before.”
“How long?”
“How long what?”
“Have you been in love with me?”
“Since we were ten.”
Sollux's eyes widen in shock. “That long? Then what about jn?”
“If you were paying any attention you'd know that started around the time your
fling with Aradia did.”
“Why him though?”
“Safe choice. I knew that even if he had fallen for me the unavoidable break-up
wouldn't have been that bad.”
“So pretending to pine over jn was easier then telling me?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“Because you had Aradia and then Feferi and your weird thing with Eridan.”
Sollux made a face. “Well what about Terezi and Nepeta?”
“I crushed on Terezi for a while but we both moved on. As for Nepeta, she's
cute, but she's not my type.”
“Then what is your type?”
“You.” She surged forward and crushed their lips together. He let out a
startled sound and fell backwards. She followed with a startled sound.
“Well,” Sollux looked down at her between his legs, “that didn't go as you
planned did it?” He watched her go from pink to scarlet.
“Not really.” She pulled at the lose knot in his tie.
Sollux lazily draped his arms over her back. “You're really cute, you know
that?”
The reaction was instantaneous. He got to see a flash of red before she burried
her face in his chest. “What the fuck ever twatmuncher.”
 
Sollux flipped their positions pinning the smaller body to the floor. “kk.”
“W-what?”
“You're so beautiful.”
Her face flared red. “What? N-n-no.”
He kissed her. “You are,” kiss, “and you don't even see it.” he leans downs and
kisses her hard, she lets out a soft sound and pushes up against him.
“Like that,” he pulled back panting slightly, “you don't even know.”
“Shut up and kiss me.”
'How can I deny you of that?'
“You can't so fucking kiss me.”
“Eheheh, kk are you sure you want this?”
She let out a frustrated growl, “Are you going to fuck me or am I going to have
to do all the work?”
Shock colors his face. “I'm guessing you do.”
Sollux hasn't expected her to be that forward about it. He pressed his lips
against hers moving his down her body. Karkat let out a low moan as his hand
stopped to grope her boobs.
Sollux shifted his weight to one arm pulling himself up off of her. “Sure you
want to do this?” his hand disapeared under her skirt and he began rubbing to
growing wet spot on her panties. “Our dad's are just down stairs you know.”
She gasps and lifts her hips trying to get more. “I don't give a fuck.” She
hisses threw her teeth. “Stop teasing me!”
“But it's fun.” he stopped and removed his fingers from under her skirt.
“You're already wet.”
Karkat flushed darker. “So? You're already hard.”
He chuckled ignoring his blush. He leaned down and kissed her again but he'd
let his guard down and she flipped them again.
She sat straddling his hips and ground down against him. Sollux let out a
strangled moan and pushed up against her. Her hands flew to the buttons on his
shirt and began undoing them, she pushed the cloth out of the way and attacked
his neck.
He let out a soft breathy moan and undid the top buttons so he could pull the
shirt off over her head. He mouth against his when he finished.
“Karkat...” she paused and sat back up looking down at him with smirk, “Do your
panties... Match?” he ran his fingers over the crimson silk.
“Yes.”
Sollux flipped them again and he stripped her the rest of the way down in
record time. She crossed her arms over her chest trying to hide herself. “No,
kk, I want to look at you.”
She couldn't get any redder, but her eyes widened in shock. She shut her eyes
tightly and slowly moved her arms away.
He stared down at her, her curves were better than he even thought. “How did
you ever manage to hide thith under your clotheth? My god kk, you're
magifithent.” She covered his eyes with with an angry sound. Sollux laughed and
grabbed her wrists. “Theriouthly Karkat, how did you hide thith? Fuck I'm tho
thupid. You're tho beautiful, how did I not thee it before?”
“You're a lisping idiot.”
“Eheheheh.” he pushed forward and pinned her arms to the floor and kissed her
hard. “I want to touch you.”
“You're already touching me dumbass.”
“That'th not what I mean and you know it. Will you jutht lay there for me?”
“You're lisping Sollux.”
“Thorry. I'm exthided.” he let go of her wrists and slid his fingertips slowly
down her arms. “You didn't anthwer my quethtion.”
“You act like you've never seen a naked girl before.”
He gives her a warning look, “Let's not go there.”
Karkat rolled her eyes, “Whatever. Fuck! Fine I'll lay here for you while you
fulfill one of your kinks.”
“Don't make me tie you up.” He trails his fingers over her collarbones.
“I'll have to keep it in mind that you like bondage.”
“And gag you.” he cups her breasts and gives them a nice squeeze.
She gasp and lifts her hips slightly. “It still stands.”
His hands slide down her stomach and down to her thighs drawing circles there.
“You'd like it.”
“What do you--AHH!” He pushed her thighs and dips down and runs his tongue over
her clit. Her legs spasm.
He laughed, “I like that, and obviously you did too. Eheheh I should do it
again.”
“Wait, n--Ahh!” Karkat's head fell back and her hands went to his hair. He
pressed a kiss against her thigh and then pressed his fingers into her opening
swiping his tongue over her clit again.
“FUCK!”
“Damn kk. You're tho loud.”
“Sh-shut up and fAHck me already.
“Aw, you don't like foreplay?”
“No.”
“Fine. For now I'll thtop. You're already tho wet anyway.” he removes his
fingers and they dripped. “Thee.”
“Ugh, stop that.” he shoved his fingers in her mouth and to his surprise she
licked and sucked on them. He groaned, “kk, you have no idea how thexy that
ith.” Sollux really should have known she'd have done that - she had been with
Terezi, and that girl was known to be kinky - but they wouldn't have done it if
he were to do it. He pulls his fingers out of her mouth and quickly undoes his
belt to remove his pants.
Karkat doesn't look at him when he's done, her eyes trained on the ceiling. It
hurts slightly but he understands, she's nervous and she may chicken out if she
looks now.
“kk.”
“What?”
“Are you ready?”
“Yes.” He pushes in and she gasps her eyes sliding shut.
He doesn't move yet; he's of afraid of hurting her. It's becoming difficult
though. He just wants to fuck her into the floor. “Maybe you thhould have
looked before you dethided you were ready.”
Karkat smirks and lifts her hips. “It doesn't hurt; it just surprised me that
you were able to fill me.”
Sollux pulls out and slams back into her. Karkat moans and arches. “Your tho
tight, filling you'th not a problem.”
“Ugh. I hate you.”
“Ehehehe... That'th not what your body thayth.”
“Well screw what it says.”
Sollux caught her eyes with a smirk. “Okay.
“Hahh?”
He griped her hips and angled them up, her eyes widened as he began moving hard
and fast. She moaned louder than she had before, and Sollux shushed her not
wanting to draw the attention of their fathers. Hot liquid forced its way out
and he let out a groan, she was hot and tight around them.
“Well we'll never be having thex in my bed.”
“What?
“Ehehehe, you're a thqirter kk. I thould have figured that out with how wet you
got.”
”You're a twisted freak. Did you know that?” she pants out between moans. She
tilts her hips a little more and she moans loudly and spills more liquid.
“Karkat.”
“What?”
“Moan my name.
“Make me.”
His grip is bruising hard now. Sollux feels like he's about to explode, her
muscles clinching tightly around him her body trembles.
When her body arches up off the floor he finally gets what he wants. “Sollux!”
He lets out a groan of release. He collapses on her and she just lays that
staring up. 'I'm thorry.'
She doesn't belittle him, call him stupid, or threaten to kill him if she gets
pregnant. It’s scary how calm she is about the whole thing but then he realizes
why she hasn't said a thing when her door swings open on their dads are
standing there. He's still inside her there's no way to cover up this.
'SHUT THE FUCKING DOOR YOU PERVERTED BASTERD!'
Sollux realized why he loved Karkat so much.
Chapter End Notes
     Well that's it for this. I will possibly write a couple of one-shots
     to go with this. No promises though, but it's highly likely because I
     really like this setting and love femKat.
End Notes
     Sorry for the mess in characterization. I really tried...
     I still hope that it wasn't entirety a horrible read.
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